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A call for help
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I'm hoping today is the beginning of great change. I'm no longer able to carry my boyfriends troubles on my own shoulders so monday night I called for back up. I've called my mother in-law for help. You know I'm desperate when...

She's been great so far and tomorrow she will be flying across Canada to come live with us till we can figure things out. My boyfriend isn't exactly happy that i called mummy but he left me no choice and I'm hoping he will thank me in the long run. She's gone through this before and knows all his tricks.

 I just can't sit around and watch him kill himself any more. I knew I was doing the right thing on tuesday as i held him in my arms he cried and said "I'm so sorry, I'm so ashamed of myself!" So I'm praying this is the help he and I both need.

I have a feeling these next few days, weeks and possibly months are going to be extremely hard. Especially while he is detoxing! I'm going to need a lot of support in this next little while and strength to push on. Kind words, prayers and suggestions are more then welcome.

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best of luck to you on this, it is never easy to see someone you love go through something like this!

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